1) I hated sleep.
2) I had enjoyed my life enough.
3) I couldn’t live without tension.
4) I wanted to pay for my sins.
5) I believed in the Bhagwad Geeta principle : karm karo , phal ki ichha na karo..
[कर्म कर, फल की आशा मत रख]
6) Everything in life has a reason; I wanted to prove it wrong.
7) I wanted to take revenge on myself .
